The first year or so, yes. It really didn't help making friends in a new city.
Yup. Have been feeling like this for almost five years, since I started univeristy.
I started struggling with anxiety and depression shortly after I moved to another town. That, plus the exams accumulating and other minor stuff really did put my life on pause. After two years I was able to get sort of a break from uni, and I was able to unpause myself. I started going out with ppl and cultivating my interests, at least for a year. Now I'm trying to get my degree, and I should be able to in two months (shit it's so close).
I'm still struggling with anxiety a lot, but I feel like the only way out is by finishing university. Once I do that, I hope I'll be able to actually unpause my life, or at least find a good balance.
Sorry I don't really have any good advice, but know that you're not alone in this.
how do you get rid pf this feeling
i don't want to fgeel anything. i'm in so much physical discomfort right now becaouse i'm feeling so anxious and nervous abouto the fact that i should be studing but all this feelings are just making it impossible. i want to be so high right now just so i could stop feeling anything. i'm scratching the back of my head so much that i'm hurting myself and i'd want to punch myself in the face or bite my hands I hate that i can't stop this feeling. i only i could start studing than i'd be okay but no, because it's just a studid fucking circle that i am unable to break and it makes everything awful
I do like moder baseball. Although it's not quite what I'm looking for.
Listened a bit in the past to the world is a beautiful place and i am no longer afraid to die, but same as above. Maybe i didn't listen enough tho
I mean, there are some songs from sorority noise that almost make me cry. Thinking about your soft blood, leaf ellis, second letter from saint sean (expecially the rearranged version).
I'll listen to the others you listed, thank you <3
Bands like Sorority Noise?
Hi! This feels so much like a question a 13 years old would ask, but, do you know of any band that talk about anxiety and/or depression in a similar way sorority noise do? I really enjoy their songs and themes, but after a while i get bored of listening to the same songs on repeat. I'm not really good at finding new stuff by myself so i'd appreciate any suggestion. thanks!
Edit: even just some songs are okay!
I hate anxiety
I wrote this some moments ago, trying to describe what I was feeling. Sometime I get in this state where I'm anxious af but I'm also sort of calm. I don't really know how to explain it.
I feel like I have to keep myself together. Slow movements, short steps, a bit crooked, I tremble. My muscles are tense. Every problem I can think about is solvable, and yet I have this feeling that there's something big I'm missing. What if I get something wrong? It's the end. I feel like I'm falling to pieces. I'm going on by dint of duty: I have to send that email, I have to eat. I finish something and there is always something else, and it always has a deadline. I feel like I have to keep myself together.