brygphilomena @ brygphilomena @lemmy.dbzer0.com Posts 0Comments 18Joined 1 wk. ago
I personally find my ADHD meds exhausting. Like, yes I need them. But when the week is up I feel a little exhausted with everything I've had to keep up with. I don't see them as fun, but I know other people do. They just make me function and I really try to take as little as I can get away with and still be a functional person.
As an aside, electro convulsive shock therapy is still done. It's weirdly been proven useful for the treatment of some disorders. But as far as I know, it's now done with full consent.
But now, as back then, no one really truly understands the full mechanism that causes it to suppress symptoms.
California. And I'm not entirely sure. The emails went to my mother, so I didn't hear too much about it until they terminated our contract.
Oh yea. I'm angry and upset that any acts of defiance will be used as justification for the indiscriminate persecution of entire sections of society.
The systemic marginalization and abuse of vulnerable groups will lead to acts of violence. Which will lead to more marginalization and abuse.
The only way to prevent this is to break the system and embrace these groups.
As a gross oversimplification analogy, but one that any parent should be able to understand. The more you try and control a teenager and suppress who they are the more they will act out and rebel.
And it's so fucking weird to me to see all this hate. I grew up around migrants, I've worked closely with trans individuals and non binary folk. I have never seen the violence or hate or any of the problems the conservative hate propaganda speech about these people.
Because they truly are just people who want to live their lives and be who they are. They all have dreams and aspirations. They want to provide for their families. They want to love each other and be loved in return. They want the same for you and me. They don't have any agenda to do harm.
Is everyone perfect, no. Do some people cause issues? Sure. But that has nothing to do with race or sexual or gender identity. People in general can be shitty, and you'll find them in all walks of life.
As an parallel, I was watching PBS's American Experience about the American Coup in Wilmington, NC in 1898. They shared articles from white supremacists which sounded so eerily familiar to the rhetoric spewed on Fox News and other right wing media outlets. It's such a tired playbook, but it's so frustrating how effective it is.
I've complained about gun culture being the biggest issue leading to gun deaths before. I'm not a huge fan of gun control as a lot of the left discuss it and my issue with labeling gun laws "common sense" causes a dissidence in people heads where anyone disagreeing not having common sense.
But the rhetoric of "fuck around and find out" and "come and try that here" underpins a thought process that guns are an acceptable solution to problems. And not just acceptable, but on equal footing with other solutions such as running away, defusing or de-escalating the situation, discussions, and compromises. It's where you see things like Kyle Rittenhouse or "You're Fucked" being inscribed on the AR used in the murder of Daniel Shaver in Mesa, AZ by the police.
Whereas I believe guns are the final solution to a problem. And imo, one that we all should be reticent to use but ultimately have available to us. They are to be used as a last resort to threats against life and liberty.
The gun culture, mixed with the propaganda of everyone everywhere being a potential threat to you is a leading cause of gun violence.
They are a scape goat. It doesn't matter if they exist or not if they can sell the narrative.
Crime could be at record lows but they'll say "Crime is so high, we need to send in police until crime comes down."
They know full well it's a lie, but they know enough people won't double check them and take them at their word. In their minds crime is at an all time high instead.
Only one man would dare give me the raspberry!!!
My father got us kicked off our ISP for downloading music from random public trackers.
I've been on private ones for years and never gotten a warning.
If anyone knows about lobotomies, it would be the Kennedys. Just look at Rosemary Kennedy.
I have some things. I just got a roll of tpu to try and print a new drain plug for something that they don't offer replacement parts on.
But I've found I don't need another organizer or knick knack anymore. And personally, I'm not a huge fan of plastic. If I can get something in wood, metal, glass, or ceramic I'd much rather do that.
It's great for when I need it. I just don't need it often.
We all are. The left and the right.
We have all been told from different sources who or what to be mad about.
Some were so mad about contrived issues they voted in someone who campaigned on destroying the federal government.
Others are pissed off that that person who was voted in is destroying the federal government.
The outrage machine literally is why the fascist pig is in the Whitehouse in the first place.
What you might be asking is why we aren't rioting in the streets. Just know that some of us are 4 times as far from our countries capital as London is from Berlin. In a blue state, who would I be protesting to? The people who already agree with me?
I have a 3d printer. Honestly, it's mostly junk that gets printed. I like the idea, but the utility isn't there. It's a solution in search of a problem.
But I've made a few neat things. My own design for cabinet and drawer hardware and some custom knick knack souvenirs for a gig I work on each year to give to the crew.
What I want is a large library of 3d model replacement parts for things like my car, but they haven't been made available so I'd have to model them myself and I'm not that good.
Honestly, this is probably people forgetting the size of the country.
The people who deserve the guillotine are in Washington d.c. the vast majority of the country is very, very fucking far away. California to Washington DC is 4 times the distance from London to Berlin.
4,495 kilometers away.
If we were all within a 4 hour drive of our capital, we could riot or protest as an entire country where the people in power are. But asking the entire USA to protest at once is an enormous undertaking. People are just so fucking far away from the people making the decisions and doing the harm.
We are so broke as a country living paycheck to paycheck people can't take a week off work to go to a protest and no one is organizing the travel of all these people to the capital. We should have groups organizing buses from every corner of the country to Washington and building some infrastructure for people to live and camp indefinitely causing every politician in Washington to know our opinion and demand them to work for us again.
What the fuck did people think would happen to all the cost savings that doge is supposedly doing? You think that money was just going to sit in government bank accounts or something?
As an American, yea. We deserve that. I'm sorry. We've failed Ukraine and the world.
I second the super micro picks. They are relatively cheap and super reliable.
Currently I run a 36 bay 4u supermicro server. It runs unraid because I'm lazy and it seems to handle the mismatched disks really well. Most of my stuff is now docker containers out of laziness. But I prefer VMs for production services. I built this box to also be able to handle external SAS cards in case I need to add another shelf. But I really wish unraid would support multiple pools of their main storage type. But I hope to replace all my disks with 22tb before I get to the next shelf.
I used to run a 7 node ceph server for my storage. Which has a ton of benefits going into data warehouse stages. But it ended up being more frustrating than I needed. At least 5 years ago when I was running it.
Even perma seeding, redacted is hard. There really aren't enough seeders to make it worthwhile. You basically need to do what you can to get free leech tokens and then use them wisely.
Lidarr can tank your ratio quick and the time it takes to upload the same amount can be months. Soulseek is another option to help build out your library. But I don't know if it can be combined with lidarr.
Don't get me wrong, it's a great site and I love it. I just don't think it's a good fit for lidarr.
I've had to put up a lot of obscure music from local bands to keep my ratio on redacted. As someone who has been torrenting for decades, it's not an easy site.
It's a great site. So if you can get in, do so. But I wouldn't use it to fill lidarr, it will kill your ratio and get you banned. It supplements my Usenet for bands that I REALLY want to have now.