MoonElf [she/her, comrade/them] @ MoonElf @hexbear.net

Posts

9

Comments

353

Joined

7 mo. ago

great song, thanks for posting it

the article, that you posted, discusses combining the batteries for larger applications.

ssh = Steady Sea Horse

I consider myself fortunate, I do have support and love and plenty of food on the table! I used to really hate my parents but through therapy I have come to understand that they were victims themselves. I call it therapy privilege! I sure wish they would go so we could talk again but i'm happy to have broken the cycle of violence anyway.

you inspired me to start HRT last year, which is the best thing i have ever done for myself. You were very vocal and excited about everything and it was a real 'I want what she's having' thing for me.

I worship Hecate and the moon but I have given thanks to Ishtar and I have plenty of red candles which matches the aspect I would like influence in so i'm gonna try. I once again find myself grateful to you :)

wait how does this work is it too late?

they should self crit and confront their propaganda induced biases

Li Ka-Shing looks fucking incredible for a 96yo human! Billionaire life i guess.

i took a firearm safety class and got my utah concealed permit and almost have my state permit.

i have done my best to stockpile food, medicine, ammunition, not for End Times but for disruption of services/mild chaos.

Working on getting a misgendered passport, as that's all that's allowed to me now.

joined a local communist org - not a very good one from what i hear, but one that accepted me and i'm working up the courage to go to another meeting. The last one i tried to attend was overflowing which made me happy but i couldn't bear standing awkwardly around the door with a little crowd.

working on saving up money to get out of this country while the borders are still open.

the news is super stressful so i have a private discord with some categories and i take the links and i archive them in these rooms. This sort of lets me acknowledge them and see the headlines but I don't feel the need to share them with my family or friends (which stresses them out). it weirdly tricks my brain into thinking that i have done SOMETHING though and lets me move on. Having been doing this for years now i also saw much of this coming (well climate stuff, the fascism curved quicker than i anticipated) which is why i have my modest little stockpiles.

Does any of this materially help the situation for anyone.. I dunno. It's how I been coping. I cry a bit too.

Cringe!

My boomer mother was beaten to the point of hospitalization regularly and had her bones broken and cigarettes put out on her by her hateful mother who wanted a son. Of the five children my grandmother birthed she only beat my mother (the eldest) this way. They lived on a military base in okinawa and my mother was made to do the cinderella work and raise the siblings her whole childhood. Bipolar Grandma took her own life when mom was 12.

My boomer father's autistic father didn't give a rats ass for him, just wanted to work on his radios. When pressed my father couldn't think of a single kind act his father ever performed. He could disassemble and reassemble a tube television or radio blindfolded though! My father's elder brother took out his own frustration over this situation on my father so he was constantly being physically abused by his larger stronger brother and the parents didn't try to stop it.

I inherited the bipolar disorder and the autism and some ADHD to boot. Not to mention being trans. My parents never forgave me for 'bucking the system' and not conforming. They had to suffer, it's all they were taught, so I had to suffer.

So that's why my boomer parents hated me. They were afraid i was going to fail at life because i couldn't fit into the patterns that they were forced into. They saw my neurodivergence as a moral failure, that i was choosing not to overcome.

I ran away at 16. i go to therapy. I did not pass this trauma on to my children the way it was gifted to me, through physical and psychological pain and torture.

Cringe 😂

about a tablespoon of each for full batch like that. The espresso is freshly ground. I think i may have added cayenne and onion powder too.

my trans communist ass has her concealed carry interview next week. Let 'em try and black bag me i'll do my damndest to get an honor guard in hell.

strongly agree

made this dish just yesterday for my meat munchers with roasted pork leftovers, peppers and cumin/smoked paprika/rosemary/msg/espresso/sugar/garlic powder

if you use an instant pot you don't need to soak the beans just high pressure for an hour gets it done. I pop it into the oven for a couple hours to get the maillard reaction flavoring anyway though. Didn't do any mashing on this batch as well, by request. a family favorite for sure i do this weekly!

pfft i use my phone do i look like a nerd

we can't see even see downvotes hexbear tosses em out

<3 i'm so glad to hear it!!