Crush thread update : Failure - I'm in peace

Follow-up to this thread : https://hexbear.net/post/3488157

Many thanks to everyone who helped me by writing incredible introspective, analytical and supportive things under the first thread. Some of you have been optimistic about the outcome and I'm sorry to tell you that it will not go anywhere. I feel the need to write a post for closure.

The initial situation was that the event we first met at was supposed to take place again at some point. So I thought it would be better to patiently wait so I can naturally get to know her a little more without the inherent intrusiveness of contacting her. I was however informed that this event wouldn't take place.

In two months I had time to stabilise my mood and reflect, but I traded my fiery heart for a depressed brain in the process. I just really needed an update, or the wierd longing would never end. So I concluded I had no choice but to send her a message.

Result : no answer.

So, yeah, looks like it's over fellas. And that's alright, I'm at peace. It's good, I know now, no more longing. I would've preferred if we became friends because she's a very talented and interesting person from what I know, but I'm happy with what I have. Sadness is normal, everything is good, I'm moving on.

The only way it could be worse would be that she's a hexbear I'd be so cooked lmaoooo. (My dear, if you're reading this, please be my Kim, I'll be your Harrier)