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If I die by my own hand I know it will mess my family up but that's literally it. I hate my life.
I used to wish for an opportunity to die saving someone so I could be done with this and give someone else a chance.
But eventually, slowly and with medication, things got better and now I don't wish that anymore. I'll gladly save someone. Just hope it doesn't kill me in the process 🤞
It geta better! 🤌 (autocorrect messed it up but I thought it was funny so I left it)
I've been on and off meds and in and out of therapy for over 30 years, no offense but I don't think it's going to get better for me.
No offense taken!
I hope you find something that works for you eventually. It seems like your progressing a bit already anyways! Different things work for different people :)