I have a couple hobbies, and I do them high. I've never really wanted to do anything even before starting to smoke. Weed just makes a boring life slightly less boring and makes time pass faster. I'm honestly just tryna speed run life so I can die sooner.
Well then go ahead and surrender yourself to being bored for the rest of your life. That way you won't even realize how fulfilling some seemingly 'boring' these can be when you have a healthy mind and lifestyle. Ignorance truly is bliss. But if you're okay with that then sure, it doesn't affect me. I can only hope you don't turn in to another suicidal maniac in a couple decades once you've grown tired of neglecting your own mental health.
Oh I'm good, been passively waiting to die for a while now and don't have a violent bone in my body.
When you disagree with the core concept of life and society/people there's not much that would make life better. I'm done meeting people. Just tryna get through life as fast as possible and retire early then die.