Coffee used to make me happier, now it doesn't do anything...

I fucking hate my existence, wtf is wrong with my brain, I can't even feel happiness.

Does coffee make y'all happy?

I think it's because I overdosed on SSRIs before (was feeling depressed so I chucked a whole bottle, wasn't not suicidal, just wanted to feel better), and I think I messed up my brain, now I can't even fucking feel anything. 😢

What do y'all do to feel better?

Drinks? Food? Drugs?