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  • Hey can I share a v embarrassing personal emotional song connection+lyrical explanation thing here?

    • Taking the upvotes with no replies as a "yes" lol

      Trophy Scars Bad Dreams

      lyrics

      I was watching her sleep I was watching her breathe I was watching her dream I hoped she was dreaming of me...

      The room was stale and sodden It's 85 in Autumn I thought it was hot in here But it's hot outside And I thought about my problems Everybody wants to solve them But problems are problems And these problems are mine

      Then I think about time... I have time, right? Right? Right?

      Ben crossed the street just a little too late So he's gone and I accept that it's fate It's just fate, what's so great about fate? Don't get me started on fate.

      I saw Ben In a dream last night I asked about heaven and he said "Heaven's alright." Of course it is man You're still sharp as a knife! I asked about heaven And he said "Heaven's just fine." That's the tyranny, That's the identity Of time as a body fifteen feet in the air All that concrete Versus timing What about destiny and Hollywood endings?

      I'm not smashing any mirrors I'm not walking under ladders I'm not opening umbrellas I'm not sparking with white lighters It's just every time we try to meet Liz was far away from me In essence or by space It took Ben It took death It took time Yeah it took time.

      I exhale my smoke towards the rotating fan Liz wakes from her dream and she squeezes my hand She says "Good morning."

      Good morning! You look so precious just dreaming of me! She blinks and laughs me off... She says "Boy if you knew I wasn't dreaming of you... You are dreaming of me. Still right now you imagine me say These words right back at yourself." Then I woke myself shaking from deja vu. I saw Ben I saw Her I've got Luck I've got Fate I've got Time...

      sad blogposting

      I had a childhood friend named Ben

      He was a naturally really smart kid with a bad home life and a little brother that was a lil shit and got into a lot of trouble but as we got into highschool age, he became a real misfit punk dude and we caught up on our early/mid 20s but I worry about him and hope he's well, he was a good dude despite all the angsty crusty greasy hardcore scene bullshit. Last I saw him, he was going steady with a mutual friend gf living together, but it was kinda a mess and their roommate that was also a childhood friend turned out to be a real POS and did some real irredeemable shit to them and I hope Ben (and Maddie) are well

      He was smart enough to make a lot of trouble for himself in creative ways but not smart enough to avoid trouble altogether, and those are the kinds of people I really worry about when we lose contact for years

      God I hope he (and Maddie) are doing well

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